oh sarah. what are you doing?

the email from alissa that makes me cry:

"I am so sorry about Jake. My heart breaks for you... the one time that I did meet him, I could tell how much you loved him. I thought you two would be together forever."

3 true facts about me

1. i'm sick with this secret
2. i'm incredibly naive
3. i have a mental block against november, even though it hasn't been bad in years.