you know, i actually do okay until i run across a random email or note. and then i remember what we did have and how you just threw that away, and then i get extremely sad and incredibly confused. i still love you, even though i don't want to.

extremely & incredibly.

you should still read it, even without book club-- you'd like it. i have about 80 pages left. I wasn't able to pick it up for awhile.