countless bathroom floors

i wish i would've kept track.

i wonder how many there have been?

one before the last

i'm place-lonely tonight. i want friends, someone.

that is certainly not conducive to studying alone in my apartment tonight.

but with comps 13 days away, i don't have much of a choice.

trying, trying not to let Disappointment have a seat next to me

change don't FRET:

1. change your thoughts about the situation
2. do something fun
3. do something relaxing
4. do something to expend energy
5. talk about it with a friend


go away, Disappointment. the only company i want is Appreciation, Reciprocation, and/or Love.

never enough

never enough



not even to me.

at the edge
a pin dropped
and she cried

me and you and everyone we know

movies like me and you and everyone we know make me feel like every single action i take is important: the way i moved my candle 2 inches to the left to be in the center of my bathroom shelf, the manner in which i just itched my arm, even the way my veins are popping out of my hands as i type this very entry.



it makes me remember that my life won't always be like it is right now.

and that it's okay that it is at the moment. it won't last forever. it won't last forever.