major breakdown #2.

i know it's unhealthy to have this mentality, but all i can think today is, life will be better after grad school.

at least it better be. this isn't how i pictured my days at 25 years old.

in a funk

though i really have no reason to be.

relief.

i'm NOT a horrible person/clinician.

very much?

the words "very much" plagued my dreams last night: i saw them everywhere.